That North North, That Up Top, That OVO & That…
yo girlfriend at our next show.. this is dope af.
*sigh* He makes me too happy. Can that even be possible?? I guess so because I have never been this happy.
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This has been on my mind for a while. I guess it’s kind of been happening for a while now, but I only realized it more recently…
In the mornings, I usually like to sleep until my girlfriend sleeps. I like to sleep when she sleeps, and be awake when she is, so that we can better spend our time together throughout the day, seeing as we don’t see each other all the time (we’re in different cities…for now…) but anyways, I sometimes happen to wake up really early in the mornings… 7 or 8 am. And that’s usually a couple hours earlier than she’s awake. Sometimes, without consciously knowing it at the time, most of the time actually, I search for my phone after it’s been lost in the storm that is my sleeping, and I pick up my phone, and check to see if I have any texts from her.
If I do, then I tend to try to wake myself up, make conversation with her, and usually I’d have gotten a good night’s sleep and wouldn’t need more. If I don’t, then I’d just go back to sleep, even if I could get up… Sometimes I’d send her a text letting her know I’m awake or partially awake though… I used to kind of just not even bother to look for my phone, I’d just sleep until I wanted to get up, or even if I had texts from her, I would go back to sleep, but this has only been going on for the past maybe 2 weeks or so. (maybe because we’ve spent all our time together before the 2 weeks after uni was over lol)
I realize now, that, at least in my opinion. I think this is really one of the bigger indicators of how much a person means to you. Take it at face value and it may not seem like much, but from a person who does this in his sleep and experiences it, I can almost say it’s a way of your heart telling yourself that without her around, you have no reason to wake up in the mornings. To an extreme case, that without her around, going on with your day would be meaningless, and you might as well stay in bed, or “not wake up” ever at all… She’s the reason you stay up late, to talk to her. She’s the reason you decide to sleep and not stay up later, so that you’ll have the energy to talk to her or be with her the next day. She’s the reason you wake up in the mornings and find meaning in what you do.
It’s something that I’ve never felt or rather, experienced before… And I’m starting to not be able to imagine life without her. What it’d seem like, how pointless or meaningless it’d be, just to live by sleeping, waking up, eating, gaming. There’d be such a huge gap in my life, and so much of what I do would just be non productive, and repeat itself in a cycle…
Crazy eh?
What just a little action can imply, or what the smallest mannerisms could entail. That’s what it means to me at least, and I should know.
Kind of funny…
every now and then that picture of me and phil pops up and gets reblogged like crazy, and it always makes me super nostalgic. so i went through a bunch of photos from like a year ago and decided to post them. enjoy!
i said to myself i wasn’t going to reblog this but i just couldn’t resist…
Via life in technicolor
I hate keep calm’s but this is pretty dope…





